Tears On Paper

I smoked weed for the first time since summer on Thursday and had a great time but I definately won’t be making it a regular activity again. I toqued hard out of a friends bong taking pretty fat hits and got way ripped then all my friends seeing as they do it twice a day. We watched get him to the greek and I was laughing so hard I couldn’t breathe half the time. It was a great time and I don’t descriminate but definately not for me anymore.

I’ve recently learned of dubstep, I really enjoy how the music pumps through your body and makes you pulse with the beat. There’s not even words but just the tune and the beat and the change of sounds is so interesting i just wanna sit and listen with my eyes closed.

It’s fattyindisguise.tumblr.com and i post music and pictures and shit about my life. If you’ve liked my posts follow me cause I won’t be posting on this blog anymore. Have a great day everybody!

I think I’m going to bitch about something tomorrow. It’ll be fun.

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it’s pretty tight. lol.

My grandpa isn’t a very vocal man. I’ve never had too much of a connection with him and I always thought I was just the kid his wife adopted. But today while my grandma was getting ready for my graduation he sat me down and gave me a talk about life. It was amazing. It made me want to smile, and giggle and cry all at the same time. I’m so happy that he did this for me just because I didn’t know he loved me until now. He sat me down and told me “Keanna. It’s time you started taking care of yourself.” He said that he knew I spent alot of my energy taking care of others and I need to get myself into a position that I can comfortably take care of myself before I start putting effort into helping others. He told me that I should never “take care” of someone. Because it puts to much responsibilty on you to help someone else and ends up tearing you down. He talked about how in the next five years my morals will start to change and I’ll be able to judge people by their good and bad qualities and I should decide straight off that a person isn’t good for me before getting tangled up in them. And that if I find someone to look up to, rather then trying to attach myself to them and become their best friend, I should try and bring the qualities I admire in them to myself. He also talked about how I would start to have boyfriends and want to have fun. He told me it’s fine. But all the time I need to take care of myself and know that “the problem with females is that if they make a mistake, there’s not much going back.” I giggled at that one. But it was a great talk. And at this point my grandma came in and scolded him for trying to give me advice so he quickly quieted down and went back to watching basebal. But.

Thank you my cute grizzley old retired RCMP grandpa. I appreciate your advice.